Teen Life

Well, as most of you will know, your teenage years are the worst you will ever get. It's the most depressing part of your life, but also your best. Your teenage life is when you experience different things, and when you learn about what you want to do in your life. I, on the other hand, have not experienced much, nor have I decided what I want to do with my life. I'm 16 and I have never had a first kiss, or a boyfriend. I don't know why, but people don't seem to like me. I'm not popular like my friends are, I don't go to any parties, and I'm depressed. I bet your life seems like you live in a Disney film now doesn't it? That's right, my life is horrible now. I have to fight my feelings everyday to not kill myself. I have to hide my feelings from my parents because they're so upset now. My mum has shouted at me twice because I couldn't go to school a couple of times. And when I tried to tell her I had feelings that I wanted to kill myself, she said that I was just being silly. That's why I feel that I can't talk to her anymore. I talk to a psychologist every week and that helps me a lot, but I don't think my parents understand what I'm feeling. I don't think anybody understands what you go through, until you go through it yourself. I know that nobody is reading this blog, but it's a good way to let my feelings out. Even though it's just a computer screen. The best way to make you feel just a little bit better is to talk about it, even though it's just a blog like this that no-one will read. You then get a different perspective on your life as you read it. If anyone is reading this, and has gone through this kind of thing, please leave a comment and tell me how you got through it, and how everyone else in your life is affected, because to be honest, I have no idea what I'm doing.

What's been happening

Hi guys! Just wanted to let you know what's been happening in my life recently. The school is putting on a little show called "High School Musical", maybe you've heard of it! It is such a drag going to the practises! Today, we had a practise for 6 hours, and on monday, it's going to be a 9 hours! Arrggh! We're also in the middle of so much coursework, it is unbelievable, and another set of mock exams before Christmas! My life is just non-stop at the moment. At least I have New Moon to look forward to! Anyone else excited to watch it? Me and my friend have been counting down the days, and we're sooo excited! Has anyone else had their cervical cancer jab yet? I had my second one today, and it's killing me so much! The next one better be less painful! So, that's all I wanted to say really, and I hope you had a great summer! xx

Life

Hello! Lois here! I'm right now in the middle of exams in school, and I have no idea what I'm doing! Life is just a big mess right now, it's like a fog and there is no clear way at all! So, I'm watching Gilmore Girls yet again, just finished my hot chocolate and kind of dreading school tomorrow! Right now, I'm only doing two lessons because I've had a few difficulties with anxiety, but I won't bother you with all of that! So, now I am on Twitter, and I've got to say, I'm addicted! I heard Chris Moyles talking about it on Radio 1 and I just thought "Oh no. Another one!" but actually, it's really good! I don't think I've got a lot of followers on this, but if you're out there, please follow me on twitter.com/lois129morus - thanks!! Right I'm going to go now and watch the rest of Gilmore Girls!! Bye!! xxx

Hi!

Hi! Welcome to my blog! My name is Lois (you probably would have guessed by now!) I love music, films, tv and stuff! In this blog, I will keep you posted about what's happening in my life, but names will be protected!! Also I will be telling you what I feel and all my opinions etc.
Isn't Juno a fab film? I'm watching it now as I type! It's one of those films that you can't help but love because it's so amazing!! If you have read this please post your comments on your favourite films and music etc.! So anyway, on with the intro......I live in Wales with my parents and I go to Ysgol Morgan Llwyd in Wrexham and I have a great bunch of friends! You can visit my facebook page, just type in "Lois Morus" in the search engine! In the future, I have no idea what I want to do but I know I want to do something with music! Isn't it annoying when people know what they want to do and then you feel under pressure to know what you want to do? Can't we just live our lives and enjoy our childhood? Why do we have to do exams? When we should be just enjoying our lives? Ah well, guess how the cookie crumbles! Ok, well, I think I've typed enough for now, but keep on reading, even though my life's the teensiest bit boring! But still, watch this space....