Teen Life

Well, as most of you will know, your teenage years are the worst you will ever get. It's the most depressing part of your life, but also your best. Your teenage life is when you experience different things, and when you learn about what you want to do in your life. I, on the other hand, have not experienced much, nor have I decided what I want to do with my life. I'm 16 and I have never had a first kiss, or a boyfriend. I don't know why, but people don't seem to like me. I'm not popular like my friends are, I don't go to any parties, and I'm depressed. I bet your life seems like you live in a Disney film now doesn't it? That's right, my life is horrible now. I have to fight my feelings everyday to not kill myself. I have to hide my feelings from my parents because they're so upset now. My mum has shouted at me twice because I couldn't go to school a couple of times. And when I tried to tell her I had feelings that I wanted to kill myself, she said that I was just being silly. That's why I feel that I can't talk to her anymore. I talk to a psychologist every week and that helps me a lot, but I don't think my parents understand what I'm feeling. I don't think anybody understands what you go through, until you go through it yourself. I know that nobody is reading this blog, but it's a good way to let my feelings out. Even though it's just a computer screen. The best way to make you feel just a little bit better is to talk about it, even though it's just a blog like this that no-one will read. You then get a different perspective on your life as you read it. If anyone is reading this, and has gone through this kind of thing, please leave a comment and tell me how you got through it, and how everyone else in your life is affected, because to be honest, I have no idea what I'm doing.